Staring across the ocean,
Looking for myself,
Not knowing where to begin,
Living my own personal hell,
Not good, bad, or in between,
Not knowing what I am,
With nothing left to be seen,
I didnt give a damn,
I've lied, and hurt, and done awful things,
Not caring the least bit,
But I met you, I learned to sing,
A tiny spark was lit,
Me, a wolf inside my soul,
You, my immortal enemy,
And yet you went and filled the hole,
You healed my heart, and saved me,
Now, no longer wandering,
I found my other half,
My soul is now free to sing,
You reminded me to laugh,
Me, howling at the moon,
You prowling through the night,
For us, it
My mind is blank and I can't move,
All because I'm close to you,
My hands are sweaty and my knees weak,
I can't eat and I can't sleep,
Too many times we're almost there,
So close that I can smell your hair,
But I held back, I don't know why,
When all I want to do is try,
To lean in farther, till our lips meet,
Until I'm burning, up from my feet,
To pull you into my circling arms,
To protect you from this world of harm,
To be your complete everything,
Even though I know it just can't be,
Even though each time I drive away,
My heart is telling me to stay,
To turn around and speed right back,
My heart taking my brain in an attac
Take my hand,
Escape with me,
We'll go where we need to be,
Too many times,
We hear the lies,
We see them for what they truly be,
We'll move away,
So far away,
To where darkness wouldn't dare to be,
So take my hand,
Escape with me,
We're not yet where we need to be,
I say to you,
That it is time,
To go so far away, to leave,
Escape this jail,
This prison block,
To get out, escape to be free,
So take my hand,
Escape with me,
Ill take you where its safe to be,
Oh, take my hand,
Escape with me,
To go exactly where we need to be.
I remember you,
Cascading down my cheeks,
Letting my feeling show,
I remember you,
Pausing at my lips,
Not sure how far I'd let you go,
I remember you,
Pouring from my eyes,
Seeing if I'd let you go,
I remember you,
The tears I cried,
Letting other people know,
I remember you,
So far from shy,
I, too afraid to let them know,
I remember you,
Bittersweet tears,
Coming out, letting me know,
That what I'm feeling is not a lie,
That I don't have to be so shy,
That maybe it's finally time to cry
Im so stupid... and so is this... by treefrog11, literature
Literature
Im so stupid... and so is this...
Where did you go?
I just got you back,
You disappeared again,
Completely off the map,
I wish I could find you,
To say these few things,
Its too late to bind you,
With poems and a ring,
I created this mess,
I let you go,
I said all those things,
Because I didnt want you to go,
It was selfish and stupid,
And I know it was wrong,
And now not even cupid,
Can bring life back to our song,
I lied and I cried and I tried all by myself,
But now too late I realize life without you is Hell,
All these words that I type,
Come straight from my heart,
And when I get a note from you,
My heart, it finally starts,
And in those times betwe
I cant begin to even hope to survive without you. I was so afraid of having you break my heart and making my life not worth living for but now I finally understand after for freaking ever that, life, without you, is even less than meaningless. I would much rather have you hate me for all eternity but still be in my life than to just disappear off the grid... I cant stand the thought of losing you.... not again....
Falling softly, leaving me behind,
Though I leave footsteps for all to find,
They fill in fast, leaving no trace,
Each little flake in it's own race,
They melt on my hands, but stick to my lashes,
Floating on the wind, like little ashes,
Covering my tracks as I forge ahead,
The ground becoming one giant bed,
With a blanket so soft, so white, so vast,
Until with a sigh, the wind lets the last,
Drift gently down, slowly down to land,
On a warm wondering open hand,
It melts away from the heat of my life,
The cold wind cutting to the bones like a knife,
But wait, up ahead, what is it I see?,
But another Wandering soul like me,
She
I'm running,
I'm standing still,
I look down on Earth from a high hill,
The people glance up,
Sensing me,
But they only see what they want to see,
I show them the truth,
I told them no lies,
But somehow its my falsehoods that come from their eyes,
I hold myself back,
I let myself go,
For although some listen,
They still do not know,
I see what they cant,
I know what they dont,
It's like the Earth has let me go,
Im running,
Im standing still,
I walk slowly down, back down the hill.
i couldnt possibly tell you why im so complicated or why i make things difficult. maybe im just stupid maybe deep down i dont want it to end so i drag it on and on. nobodys tried to actually get to know the real me for years. everyone assumed they knew what i felt and i just let it go on because as time went on i found it harder to say what i meant other than in poems. i could stand with you face to face and nothing would pop into my head, but on paper i can erase what i dont want being said, and i dont screw up as badly. so when you wanted to actually get to know me, the real me not who you thought i should be, i was so overjoyed that i didn
(Talk)
I just need to get away,
From all this fear, from all this pain,
Just let me go and watch me run,
Down the road towards the setting sun,
(Sing)
(Verse 1)
Now you can come after me, or just let me go,
But after everything we've seen, I just need you to know,
I tried way too many times to get into your heart,
And now I finally see that we should be apart,
We could have shared most anything, if I had had my way,
But now I need you to see that I am heading out today,
(Chorus)
Going down the road,
To places I dont know,
Wandering forever in the open all alone,
Wishing things had ended,
Much more differently,
But my love b
Staring across the ocean,
Looking for myself,
Not knowing where to begin,
Living my own personal hell,
Not good, bad, or in between,
Not knowing what I am,
With nothing left to be seen,
I didnt give a damn,
I've lied, and hurt, and done awful things,
Not caring the least bit,
But I met you, I learned to sing,
A tiny spark was lit,
Me, a wolf inside my soul,
You, my immortal enemy,
And yet you went and filled the hole,
You healed my heart, and saved me,
Now, no longer wandering,
I found my other half,
My soul is now free to sing,
You reminded me to laugh,
Me, howling at the moon,
You prowling through the night,
For us, it
My mind is blank and I can't move,
All because I'm close to you,
My hands are sweaty and my knees weak,
I can't eat and I can't sleep,
Too many times we're almost there,
So close that I can smell your hair,
But I held back, I don't know why,
When all I want to do is try,
To lean in farther, till our lips meet,
Until I'm burning, up from my feet,
To pull you into my circling arms,
To protect you from this world of harm,
To be your complete everything,
Even though I know it just can't be,
Even though each time I drive away,
My heart is telling me to stay,
To turn around and speed right back,
My heart taking my brain in an attac
Take my hand,
Escape with me,
We'll go where we need to be,
Too many times,
We hear the lies,
We see them for what they truly be,
We'll move away,
So far away,
To where darkness wouldn't dare to be,
So take my hand,
Escape with me,
We're not yet where we need to be,
I say to you,
That it is time,
To go so far away, to leave,
Escape this jail,
This prison block,
To get out, escape to be free,
So take my hand,
Escape with me,
Ill take you where its safe to be,
Oh, take my hand,
Escape with me,
To go exactly where we need to be.
I remember you,
Cascading down my cheeks,
Letting my feeling show,
I remember you,
Pausing at my lips,
Not sure how far I'd let you go,
I remember you,
Pouring from my eyes,
Seeing if I'd let you go,
I remember you,
The tears I cried,
Letting other people know,
I remember you,
So far from shy,
I, too afraid to let them know,
I remember you,
Bittersweet tears,
Coming out, letting me know,
That what I'm feeling is not a lie,
That I don't have to be so shy,
That maybe it's finally time to cry
Im so stupid... and so is this... by treefrog11, literature
Literature
Im so stupid... and so is this...
Where did you go?
I just got you back,
You disappeared again,
Completely off the map,
I wish I could find you,
To say these few things,
Its too late to bind you,
With poems and a ring,
I created this mess,
I let you go,
I said all those things,
Because I didnt want you to go,
It was selfish and stupid,
And I know it was wrong,
And now not even cupid,
Can bring life back to our song,
I lied and I cried and I tried all by myself,
But now too late I realize life without you is Hell,
All these words that I type,
Come straight from my heart,
And when I get a note from you,
My heart, it finally starts,
And in those times betwe
I cant begin to even hope to survive without you. I was so afraid of having you break my heart and making my life not worth living for but now I finally understand after for freaking ever that, life, without you, is even less than meaningless. I would much rather have you hate me for all eternity but still be in my life than to just disappear off the grid... I cant stand the thought of losing you.... not again....
Falling softly, leaving me behind,
Though I leave footsteps for all to find,
They fill in fast, leaving no trace,
Each little flake in it's own race,
They melt on my hands, but stick to my lashes,
Floating on the wind, like little ashes,
Covering my tracks as I forge ahead,
The ground becoming one giant bed,
With a blanket so soft, so white, so vast,
Until with a sigh, the wind lets the last,
Drift gently down, slowly down to land,
On a warm wondering open hand,
It melts away from the heat of my life,
The cold wind cutting to the bones like a knife,
But wait, up ahead, what is it I see?,
But another Wandering soul like me,
She
I'm running,
I'm standing still,
I look down on Earth from a high hill,
The people glance up,
Sensing me,
But they only see what they want to see,
I show them the truth,
I told them no lies,
But somehow its my falsehoods that come from their eyes,
I hold myself back,
I let myself go,
For although some listen,
They still do not know,
I see what they cant,
I know what they dont,
It's like the Earth has let me go,
Im running,
Im standing still,
I walk slowly down, back down the hill.
i couldnt possibly tell you why im so complicated or why i make things difficult. maybe im just stupid maybe deep down i dont want it to end so i drag it on and on. nobodys tried to actually get to know the real me for years. everyone assumed they knew what i felt and i just let it go on because as time went on i found it harder to say what i meant other than in poems. i could stand with you face to face and nothing would pop into my head, but on paper i can erase what i dont want being said, and i dont screw up as badly. so when you wanted to actually get to know me, the real me not who you thought i should be, i was so overjoyed that i didn
(Talk)
I just need to get away,
From all this fear, from all this pain,
Just let me go and watch me run,
Down the road towards the setting sun,
(Sing)
(Verse 1)
Now you can come after me, or just let me go,
But after everything we've seen, I just need you to know,
I tried way too many times to get into your heart,
And now I finally see that we should be apart,
We could have shared most anything, if I had had my way,
But now I need you to see that I am heading out today,
(Chorus)
Going down the road,
To places I dont know,
Wandering forever in the open all alone,
Wishing things had ended,
Much more differently,
But my love b
Self Destruction. by vallyfullofemotions, literature
Literature
Self Destruction.
I'm in love with the sound of pain in my voice,
The scarred entity I've become,
Is the best kind of company,
I've ever kept,
It peaks my interest,
Farther than I could believe to be possible,
And I love every moment I babble on in the darkness,
Speaking to no one but myself.
The cascading feeling of tears down my face,
And metallic blood dripping down my knuckles,
Lifts my forbidden bitter lips to a smile that I can't hold back,
I can't help but feel overjoyed,
By the rivers of myself mist into the boundlessness ,
Sharing my secrets,
Whispering them to the ghosts in my ballroom,
The haunted souls murmuring into my ears,
Applauding me,
Enhanc
Kiss the knife that hurts you,
And stab the skin that betrays you.
It’s too late to stop,
I don’t want to stop.
Burn a match,
And twist it just right.
It doesn’t even hurt,
That I swear.
Punch the skin,
And watch as bruises appear.
Don’t tell a soul,
Or I’ll do much worse.
Stop breathing,
Until you faint.
To tell or not,
The choice is up to you.
Silence in the Sleepless Nights by wdnest, literature
Literature
Silence in the Sleepless Nights
Another sleepless night
Tracing my footsteps in darkness
Listening to cat fights, howling dogs
And the silence of the night
A slight stirring of the wind
With nothing but stillness
Pacing, pacing, pacing
Darkness envelopes me
For it was you I paced for
Unbeknownst among your many thoughts
As it tears at my heart
And reaches through my soul
The many if onlys, the loss
The fear, the misery, talking
But no one there, just the dark
And as I drif
I'm underwater,
Drowning in a sea of gossip.
I'm gasping for air,
As the waves of hate drag me down.
I'm nothing,
Compared to this large sea.
I'm weak,
Compared to its strength.
I keep sinking to the bottom,
And the light gets farther away.
But as long as there is a light,
The fight isn't over.
The words elude me, of how
I feel when the mist creeps
Round the trees and ploughed fields;
In Autumn time, with silvery nights,
And billowing breath that lingers.
When History is like a trailing
Sheet pulled over headstones
In a frozen midnight churchyard,
And I am a bird in a tree,
Watching without full understanding.
And the naked beauty of romance,
As the leaves, half frozen,
Decay in the daylight, but the
Veins remain to taunt the moonshine,
In the never ending tale of our lives.
And hark! How the Rooks cry across
This place, in echoing displays of
Depth and meaning, and still we
Misunderstand, taking it all
the ship of souls travels into the unknown sea
there... where the deep dark holds shades of green and blue
far hidden, from time... within the haze... forever
a moment is lost and another
I can never go back...
while my left hand trembles in the void
the right one captures it and forms a shell
it's cold... so cold, awakes the wooden hull like a spell
it leaves relentless the morning shores of hell
with the sound of a crying bell
suddenly, it bursts... a myriad of lanterns in sky
against darkness... I don't ask why
they writhe and expand in a new field of stars
every curtain sails, rippling in the storm
tearing apart both the v
Who Holds the Moon? - Who Stole the Moon? Collab. by Kay-March, literature
Literature
Who Holds the Moon? - Who Stole the Moon? Collab.
All the lights are dead, down and over
when you come running to take cover
underneath the iris of my eyes, under my skin
deeper and deeper, searching for the last fire within
Once this was my land, where I could lay my tired hand
now, there is nothing here to make me stand
no more quest or place
to rest and hide my face
No, there is you - a jewel inside
always moving like a tide
locked and closed on the edge of razor and reason
the witch is back to end the season
Who holds the moon for so long is old and cold
needs a new heart of stars to hold
must be alone and have a hole in its soul
crying loud to be whole
Always something c
Falling softly, leaving me behind,
Though I leave footsteps for all to find,
They fill in fast, leaving no trace,
Each little flake in it's own race,
They melt on my hands, but stick to my lashes,
Floating on the wind, like little ashes,
Covering my tracks as I forge ahead,
The ground becoming one giant bed,
With a blanket so soft, so white, so vast,
Until with a sigh, the wind lets the last,
Drift gently down, slowly down to land,
On a warm wondering open hand,
It melts away from the heat of my life,
The cold wind cutting to the bones like a knife,
But wait, up ahead, what is it I see?,
But another Wandering soul like me,
She
Current Residence: lost Favourite genre of music: country Favourite style of art: Nature Operating System: computer Shell of choice: Seashells Skin of choice: tan favorite Quote: <At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. ~Plato>
Favourite Visual Artist
Picasso(Go Randomness With A Meaning!)
Favourite Movies
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Toby Keith
Favourite Books
Runner
Favourite Writers
anyone who has the courage to show the world what they think
Hey... I know you may not read journals.. but i have to put this somewhere.. i need help... i cant cry anymore... it hurts more somehow.. im lost in this darkness i created for myself through bad decisions.. ive been lost for a while... but im trying to get back to who i was... please... if your out there... if your reading this... i need to get rid of these damn tears... get it out of my system you know? write something that will break my heart... so it will heal again, rather than be this half-empty husk... you dont have to.. but my inspiration.. my heart.. the soul i somehow put into my words is gone... i certainly cant write it... please.
Im Sorry For Everything I Did... All It Did Was Hurt Both Of Us... I Know I Dont Deserve It, But I Know Your Out There Somewhere, Listening, Even Though Your Gone. I Have No Business Asking After The Ass Ive Been In Life But,... Will You Be My Guardian Angel?..................